can’t stop crying.  the snuffly, teary, non-hysterical kind.  putting it here cos I just want to put it outside myself.  don’t want to put it anywhere I’d have to explain myself, cos I don’t want to.  I haven’t got anything to hide; I just seriously have no interest in talking about it. don’t want to bother a friend cos there’s not much to tell.  can’t put it on facebook… my stepmother friended me forfucksake.