January 26, 2005
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there is no emoticon to express what I’m feeling.
…comic book store guy
what does a person see in you… is that a weird thing to want to know? maybe I wonder because I’ve been the recipient of some really off the wall, out of the blue lines. personally, if I’m not into somebody I’ll just run away. I’ve had people search for me for years. good luck!
let’s see, the last time it was the pod: it’s just too hard to try to love you.
random guy before that: you love me, don’t you? yes. why??
and that same guy: sex is either dirty or boring. (at least this was in general and not aimed at me in particular)
same guy’s sidekick who I also dated: it’s not that I’m not attracted to you, it’s just that I don’t like you as a person.
thanks.
and when asked why he dated me in the first place, you know, if he didn’t LIKE me: well when I met you I thought you were mysterious, but then I got to know you and found out that wasn’t true.
I want you to bear in mind that none of these men are retarded.
so yeah, I guess I have good reason to wonder. I’m not good at asking that sort of thing though. plus that’s not really on my mind when there might be an opportunity. well, and I guess I don’t really talk about my feelings all that much. I’m guess I’m just mysterious that way. *raised eyebrow emoticon*
Comments (14)
Whoa. I don’t know.
Since I’ve had and said those exact same things to various guys, I guess I won’t be helpful. I’m a dick!
Who needs em’! I think your mysterious. And your are engaged to my sister so she has to see something good in you.
I don’t see how anyone could find it hard to love you.
*smile*
Men are poor communicators when it comes to emotion.
Just nod and think of dirty sex when they try.
And also, they are retarded. Clearly.
i wonder this all the time. i wonder it of my friends and the people who have entered and existed my life.
for the record, the part of you i know is caring, hilarious often and yes… mysterious. seriously, i’m surprised every time i read you.
of course that should read exited. sigh. doh
You SAY they aren’t retarded…I’m gonna need proof.
not only is it perfectly normal to want to know those things, but when you find the person who tells you? you’ll know it’s for real.
you should have murdered these guys and spared the women to come.
Well I personally think they were all dumbasses and think that you are incredibly easy to love and value you completely and utterly.
I believe they arent retarded, just seriously defective. There is a reason they arent with you, and it isnt because there is something wrong with you love.
it took years to figure out my method, and this entry kinda is why, cept less violence here
That “sex is either boring or dirty” is a line from a song that a guy recorded for me. The whole line goes “Adult sex is either boring or dirty”…I think the title was “I’m an adult now”, but I don’t know the group…
-M
dude it’s going to be better than alright. I think you’re already on your trip. I”m about off to mine. Have a fucking fantastic time.