December 10, 2006
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it’s December
A couple of people asked if I’m okay. I suppose I am. It’s fucking December. I’m as good as I ever am in December.
Last year I posted two things in December, this picture
and a two sentence outburst of blathering.
I’m recovering from a relationship (I guess) that I tried to have with someone who’s most likely a Narcissist. Of course I’m also recovering from dealing with a sexual predator. Boundary incursions galore. Tis the season. Mainly I’m trying to feel like getting back to work. I need to work on my career but at this point I’d settle for not dreading it. My ex is moving to town today. We’ll see how that goes. One more person to avoid at the grocery store.
Anyway, it’s December. It feels like fucking December and I’ll be glad when it’s over.
Comments (10)
I just bought tickets to a show. two tickets. I have no idea who will go with me. maybe I’ll go alone… what the hell. it’s not till february anyway.
i’ll go with you.
does that chick have a dick?
Stupid december.
I get the december blues too.. Sorry you are going through a bit of a rough time. Anything I can do to help? Wanna chat with a bottle of tequila?
When I did window displays downton we used to sing it’s beginning to look a lot like sickness. So I’m with you chick. And Dec. has my birthday and that doesn’t make it much better. But it seems this may be more then just the Dec. blues. I hope it rides itself out quickly. Take care of yourself. Take very good care of those boundaries.
christmas kinda puts a bug up my butt, in general. I’m not usually the happiest camper. I’m sure it has to do with all kinds of crazy family baggage. Maybe someday it will all go away and I’ll just like it. lets hope. until then, sometimes I wish I still drank.
Just so nice to see you on xanga.
Fucking December. Let’s kill it.
dude. We need to talk. For real talk. Which ex? Moving to town?
Anyhow, the reason why I’ve called a few times without leaving a message is I would like to talk to you and let you know I’ll be on the farm from the 24th-29th–hopefully we can meet up somewhere, sometime, somehow?
I have a gift for you.
((((((((((HUGS!))))))))))
I just adore you.
-M