April 6, 2008
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crap email from a psycho
almost a year ago I split up with a friend. she kept emailing me. even though I asked for space. I thought: someone who can’t respect the need I have for space, even for a short while, is not someone I want in my life. no ire. plain and simple.
this morning I got an email from her (got one last week too) that makes it entirely clear that she’s been totally twisting about me the whole, goldurned time, attributing motives and plots to me that have never even entered my head. I’m too busy thinking about rainbows and chicken pot pies.
but it looks as tho she may be preparing to “mess with me”, which is a REAAAALLY bad idea. if this continues I will fucking BURN HER DOWN. and it won’t be because she’s a threat; she’s not that powerful. it will just be: bogey at 4 o’clock! *BOOM* done. what’s for dinner?
stupid, STUPID, little psycho bitch. someone just told me last night how this gal had lost 50 pounds this year and they were totally jealous. all I have to say about that is this– she’s still ugly on the inside.
Comments (15)
I think it is so sad she is still so focused on you. Very pathetic.
okay, feeling decidedly more zen since the adrenaline hit wore off. whew.
her being a psycho bitch has nothing to do with me and if she tries to involve me in any way (blocked her email) I’ll burn that bridge when I get to it. whatevs.
@BeesKneesC -
yeah, it really is. normally I’d feel a bit sad for her and I probably will eventually. I’m guess I’m still in the “threat assessment” stage.
ugly on the inside…i think that will be my book title. I’m sure it’s already been done, but it should be done again.
Yikes… I hope she doesn’t. It is sad she can’t let go with dignity and grace.
I’ve thought it over (lightly) and I think I’ll just quote Blackadder (below) at her if she persists.
I’m in one of those dark moods today where cuttin’ ‘em all off sounds like a good idea. human beings are so facinating, at least half of the interesting stuff is ugly. that’s a little psych major cynicism.
The ‘friend’ I told I never wanted to speak to over a year ago still checks my xanga on a regular basis. I kept blocking her and she made no less than 6 different sns until I gave up and unblocked her. Some people are just crazies.
I think just ignore your psycho (unless she threatens you physically)… she sounds super childish and is probably just looking for a reaction. SO if you freak out on her, she could be like, “SEE! SHE’S THE BITCH!”
RYC: Yum indeed.
an old neighbor of mine had a teeshirt, the back of which read “ugly from the front.” it made me laugh everytime she walked away.
the interblob makes it damn easy for people to keep awful close track of each other, and while that can certainly make things too close for comfort sometimes, i also subscribe to the notion that the ones who check your blog sixteen times an hour, or email you every other day, or write in their blog what a miserable cunt you are, are not the people you need to worry about – they’re out and they’re proud. it’s the ones that don’t let you know they’re paying attention… those are the scary ones. good luck with whatever you need to do.
and ryc: glad i could help, bahaaa.
@CrapeDiem -
oh yeah, for sure. she doesn’t know about this blog and I don’t read hers so who knows.
creepy though. I hate that shit.
I have an ex-friend who caused on and off headaches throughout our friendship until I finally got tired of the ride and hopped off. Every now and then he calls or emails trying patch things up, implying that this is just what we do and it’s time to start over again. I’ve decided I’m not interested in that anymore. We had a lot in common and some good times, but what’s the point when I know at some point we’ll be at odds again (usually over a girl…another reason I don’t want to revisit this particular drama)?
Call me stubborn but I do try to learn from my repeated mistakes…
P.S. Thanks for the commentary on what you like about my blog…I will strive to maintain whatever quality keeps you saying such kind things.
well, there are always eggs…
@Fodon -
yes. YES.